Wednesday, August 28, 2013

This is mine.

Every painful step I take up this fucking hill, every rotation of the pedals where my legs beg for mercy, every single drop of sweat that beads on my head and runs into my eyes, I have earned, it is my debt to pay. I have been sentenced to this, it is mine, I own it and I need to make good on all of the late night deals that I made, all of the second plates, the pain now is the price for those things and I accept that as my sentence so my body will have to enjoy the pain because its not going to stop.

Now get out of my way before someone gets hurt, the brakes are gone, there is no stopping this train.

As Ever
The Train
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6 comments:

  1. AnonymousAugust 28, 2013 at 5:23 PM

    KEEP GOING CHAMP- you are doing GREAT. SO INSPIRING. You are doing this!!! Well done!!!!!

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  2. Rhonda WAugust 29, 2013 at 12:09 AM

    That is the spirit! Hooray!

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  3. Davis MauldinAugust 29, 2013 at 3:41 PM

    Inspirational paragraph, Train although it would have been just as powerful without calling it a "fucking" hill... go ahead and think "fucking" hill just don't print it. Please receive this comment in the spirit in which it was intended... I have rarely read anything that struck home like your words did... I CONGRATULATE YOU FOR YOUR SUCCESS TO DATE... WOW! I just hope I can be half as successful as you have been!

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  4. LexiAugust 29, 2013 at 8:35 PM

    Excellently put. It's good to see your dedication and progress. Be sure though you don't fall into the shame trap. You are worthy of love NOW, not later. The fact that you love yourself shows in your efforts. Keep it up!

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  5. ChrisAugust 30, 2013 at 12:26 PM

    You can do it! Great job!

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  6. ZeusmeatballAugust 30, 2013 at 10:22 PM

    Thanks for all of the support, its really really appreciated! all of you!

    Davis, it is a fucking hill and thats why its written that way, read through my blog and you'll see that I write raw and as it comes out of me, if its a fucking hill its a fucking hill because when you're more than 400 pounds no hill is JUST a hill ;)

    I received your comment as positive and supportive with a splash of your personal opinion ;) no worries, Thanks for taking the time to read the post.

    As Ever
    Me

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